May 2011
2 posts
my ideal man is a sort of bill hader, andrew...
i have reoccurring fantasies of packing up a few basic things that i wouldn’t be able to leave behind and heading out of town. i’m sure these thoughts cross through every teenager’s mind at one point or another, i mean, who hasn’t entertained the idea of starting over new somewhere else? somewhere completely different, where you could be subjected to so many new people and...
April 2011
6 posts
i just told my parents that i’m not happy, and that i haven’t been in awhile. this all came about after my mom started telling me that i am not old enough or mature enough to go to a concert next week. i tried to tell them that i had to get those tickets, that one of the main reasons that i am so persistent about this is because that having something to look forward to once in awhile...
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guys
yeah, of course this post was coming. i think a more proper heading would have been something along the lines of ‘the complete and utter lack of guys in my life’, because honestly, that would be a little more truthful. am i the only high schooler without a romantic interest? i can honestly say that there’s not a single guy in my school that i look at and think that i really want...
i have very simple wants.
as overdone as it may sound, all i really want in this life is to be happy. to me, happiness isn’t directly related to how much money you have, or your relationship status. sure, it is difficult to manifest your own happiness. these days, it seems as though the focus is always on the negative; people are telling you what you cannot do rather than what you can do. looking past this in an...
i've been thinking a lot lately about the future.
this isn’t really anything new. in the past few years i’ve been consistently trying to be one step ahead of whatever path i’m trying to build myself. i think on some level i believe that if i can plan it all out, it will actually work. completely disregarding any sort of extraneous events or details that could alter where i want to see myself in five, ten, twenty years is what i...
so yeah, i'll get to this blog at some point